THE MOVE 10!

I am baaaack! And I think I have a pretty good excuse for being away: I was kind of busy giving BIRTH!! To a GIANT! Noone is suprised: the father is mr Yeti-hop himself, Mattias ”Ma-tiger” Lundmark. How could the baby be anything but tall, heavy and handsome. When he was born little (giant) Sebastian was 55 cm long and 4200 gram. It took us 18 hours of labor to realize that he was not coming out on his own and we ended up with a cesarean. The baby was perfectly healthy the whole time it was just me and Mattias who was quite tired. And I healed superfast, so we are very happy how everything turned out. Now life is pretty hectic with snuggling, feeding, changing diapers, trying to eat and sleep, seeing our friends and family who wanna meet our boy and also trying to spend some time together just talking, me and Mattias. But we are defenetly getting there. The first month was a blur, and now we start to know and understand Sebastian better. He is also so much more funny and social now; he always searches for eye-contact and he smiles and laughs. He is adorable, the most beautiful baby I have ever seen. And I am not biased at all… And he is superstrong, he always wanna stand up in our laps and squeezes your finger until it hurts. And his neck has been superstabile from he was 10 days old!! I am trying to juggle all things but right now it feels like we, or at least me, jumped off the roaring “life-train” and stopped at the “baby-station” for 3 months. And I feel like I wanna jump up on the train again, but I am more just running a long it’s side every now and then. And I run out of breath quite fast and I stop and see the train just puffing on without me. But then I look to the side and see Sebastian’s beautiful smile and my lungs and my heart are filled with air, love and happiness and I forget all about life and just wanna crawl back into my cave of snuggling with my babes Mattias and Sebastian… (wow, that was a quite poetic and I hope you know that I KNOW that life is no train and I never go running, I hate jogging). But from time to time life seems to be going in a paste I can handle and we have some great travels coming up! With little giant Seb offcourse! We will go to Uppsala, cologne (where Esther and Bernd are opening their own dancestudio!! IT’S AMAZING AND SOO COOL!!) and then Oslo. Oslo is extra nice because my little brother lives and work north of oslo right now so we will get to see him! And my sister comes to Uppsala and oslo and my mum to cologne, so it is super. We have the best families in the world! And I turned 30(!) the other day. Or more exactly 30th of December 2010 (can you understand how much time it takes me to find time to have time to freakin´ write this blog?!!). Now I am an adult and it feels good. Yes. All has changed now. I am a new person. Mature. Oh yes. Indeed. Hi hi… We had a big party 8th of January with 50 party-people dancing, eating and drinking and singing: and then I was there. With a fever!! Oh no, not the good cool kind (“you give me fever, when you touch me, fever all through the night), no no: the bad kind, like when you´re ill-kind. And the day before the party Seb had 39.5 celcius so we had to take him to the ER, but it turned out to be his first teeth coming out in combination with a regular cold. But now we are all healthy and good and I am slowly getting back into shape (but it hurts!) and we are excited to go to Gothemburg in the end of march to rehearse and be guestartists at cabaret lorenzberg! Oj, now Seb woke up from his nap so I gotta go! See you out in the world and around and I will try to blog more often. Yes. Indeed. Hugs/ Hanna, Mattias and Sebastian